Worst Day Ever: Mood Ring (Message for BH, Exhale and Britney Spears)

[JayTawndre Suxx]

Hey Exhale 

Before I share this with you I hope everyone is having a wonderful day/night. Here in Las Vegas Nevada it's about 2 am and I'm not tired... can't sleep and have to get this off my chest.

I thank Exhale for being my escape from a very difficult time in my life.

The laughs, the tea spilled, the fellowship it makes being a Britney fan for 20 years well worth it. 

You all in a short period of time after returning to Exhale have a piece of my heart and I actually pray for you guys 

But with that being said... I made a YouTube video especially for you guys, My family and friends and Britney. I know this is a reach but after the day I've had to come home and see Britney's post finally speaking to us it was a moment for me, and I shot this video before I found out Britney's video... she is so strong and I am looking to her for strength because if she could have lived through 14 years of trauma then I definitely can overcome the last 10 years of my life... since my Mama died... 

I hope you all know how much I care for you all and don't give up.. we all are having hard times with the holidays here some of us have lost loved ones or are going thru life's bs  but we are in it together.

Blessings

(please read Instagram caption and check out the message to Exhale) 

To Britney, Exhale and Etc. 

 

 

@Danielle1987

@Cinderella85

@Doja Kitten

@Urbanney

@CrazyButItFeelsAllright(ur mentioned in video) 

@MikeHunt

@Rik

@blackoutbixxh

@rennen

@MikeHunt

@Nickey

@SlayOut

@Style.

@Slayer

@Midnight

@Justin Woodpond

@princessmimi

@PokemonSpears

@MadonnaBritneyLove

@Adriannn

@Henry M. Torres

@Jordan Miller

@justhanging

@DJBringItBack

@Rik

@SPEED28

@Lil-Jay

@reVolution

@rosenotes

Current song on repeat

@MissSpearsSaysSo

@TommyX

@gapeach704

@nwonder

@jordeezy

Thoughts 

[JayTawndre Suxx]

Is anyone awake?:

[MadonnaBritneyLove]

You are fantastic, in many ways! Our love I hope you can feel. It's unbelievably hard to do the right good things when your in a such difficult situation and don't have enough help. That you've been clean for six months is amazing!!!! Keep it up!!!! To do just little things with good choices will lead to better things. I know by my own experience. I love that you are transparent with your life and emotions!!!!! I just wish I could give you more than that. But I do believe in you, and I'm sure Britney would to if she knew you (maybe she has seen your posting). I didn't know you lost your second job! What happened, was it the one on McDonald's? It's very hard to do good and have patience in a hard situation. But you can do it a little at the time!!! Warm hugs that heal your heart ❤ 

[TommyX]

2 minutes ago, JayTawndre said:

Is anyone awake?:

Sure. It’s noon in good old Central Europe 😄 Just commented on your YouTube video. 

[Sgt Spears deputy]

21 minutes ago, JayTawndre said:

Is anyone awake?:

Hi.Yes,it s 12: 27 pm here in Germany.I m sorry you can t sleep and feel bad.

[Doja Kitten]

Dahling I just want you to know you’re doing great your story is so inspiring life is not a fairytale it’s not always happily ever after but as long as you’re trying better days are ahead like you said you’re a fighter pls always keep that faith that it’s all gonna be better eventually sending love and positive vibes your way god bless   

[JayTawndre Suxx]

20 minutes ago, MadonnaBritneyLove said:

You are fantastic, in many ways! Our love I hope you can feel. It's unbelievably hard to do the right good things when your in a such difficult situation and don't have enough help. That you've been clean for six months is amazing!!!! Keep it up!!!! To do just little things with good choices will lead to better things. I know by my own experience. I love that you are transparent with your life and emotions!!!!! I just wish I could give you more than that. But I do believe in you, and I'm sure Britney does to if she knew you (maybe she has seen your posting). I didn't know you lost your second job! What happened, was it the one on McDonald's? It's very hard to do good and have patience in a hard situation. But you can do it a little at the time!!! Warm hugs that heal your heart ❤ 

I'm going to bed, got orientation for yet another new job... But praise God. We shall see what happens.... I'll message you in more detail later 

Thanks for your love and support. I can definitely feel it from here! God bless you. You're so awesome 

[JayTawndre Suxx]

6 minutes ago, Doja Kitten said:

Dahling I just want you to know you’re doing great your story is so inspiring life is not a fairytale it’s not always happily ever after but as long as you’re trying better days are ahead like you said you’re a fighter pls always keep that faith that it’s all gonna be better eventually sending love and positive vibes your way god bless   

I've been crying all day like a baby and you made me cry again (but in a good way) 

If I can inspire or help anyone who is struggling or feels the same I want to. My mission in life is to leave a mark on this earth. I definitely need more positive marks (I have plenty of hot mess moments ) but I'm not perfect! 

Again really appreciate your support! Glad to have Exhale besties. I moved to Vegas in June and am from California all my friends are in California so y'all are like my friends lol 😂

[Doja Kitten]

8 minutes ago, JayTawndre said:

I've been crying all day like a baby and you made me cry again (but in a good way) 

If I can inspire or help anyone who is struggling or feels the same I want to. My mission in life is to leave a mark on this earth. I definitely need more positive marks (I have plenty of hot mess moments ) but I'm not perfect! 

Again really appreciate your support! Glad to have Exhale besties. I moved to Vegas in June and am from California all my friends are in California so y'all are like my friends lol 😂

Please always remember there are ppl all over the world rooting and praying for you. 

We all go through things in life. It’s the rough times that build our characters. I believe in you. You got this. Please promise me you’ll keep trying no matter what. I’ll keep you in my prayers and you’ll keep you in your affirmations, deal?

[JayTawndre Suxx]

11 minutes ago, Doja Kitten said:

Please always remember there are ppl all over the world rooting and praying for you. 

We all go through things in life. It’s the rough times that build our characters. I believe in you. You got this. Please promise me you’ll keep trying no matter what. I’ll keep you in my prayers and you’ll keep you in your affirmations, deal?

Deal 

[BanMeBoop]

I’m so sorry for what you’ve been going through, you really never know what people’s lives are like and what they are experiencing. You always try to pick up people here and you are an absolute sweetheart and so positive, you’re so talented with your music and seem like such a genuine kind soul. I really hope you are good and come out the other side of your difficult times, life tests us sometimes but we have to keep pushing as Britney said in For The Record there’s the cruel part and good part but they’re both worth it because you wouldn’t have the other without the other. Stay strong Jay and thank you for being so kind and spreading nothing but love  

[Gioney]

Don't worry, u are not alone! Hope love, peace, Joy and happyness Will bright your Life in full! U are a strong person and we're all here for you! Had terrible Times me too, but I've learned I gotta love myself, that Will give you the strenght for EVERYTHING! 

[Henry.]

Never give up sis

You have an amazing community of people that support you here, you know that you can talk to us whenever you want about the darkest **** you want

Stay strong. I know how horrible and scary life can feel sometimes. I'm sure you'll fight your demons because you are already doing amazing with that. Things get better. Instead of overthinking about your life, you can overthink about how to change it and find the best ways. And trust me, impossible and crazy things are possible. Never stop dreaming. It can take a while for you to figure things out and it's honestly a lifetime journey but you can still improve the quality of your life. Small changes are changes as well and they become bigger everyday when you keep going.

Good luck on your journey, it looks like our journeys crossed and meet each other for a reason. We learn something from you and you learn something from us

And remember, Britney and gays rule this ******* world. PERIOD!!!

[MadonnaBritneyLove]

54 minutes ago, Henry M. Torres said:

Never give up sis

You have an amazing community of people that support you here, you know that you can talk to us whenever you want about the darkest **** you want

Stay strong. I know how horrible and scary life can feel sometimes. I'm sure you'll fight your demons because you are already doing amazing with that. Things get better. Instead of overthinking about your life, you can overthink about how to change it and find the best ways. And trust me, impossible and crazy things are possible. Never stop dreaming. It can take a while for you to figure things out and it's honestly a lifetime journey but you can still improve the quality of your life. Small changes are changes as well and they become bigger everyday when you keep going.

Good luck on your journey, it looks like our journeys crossed and meet each other for a reason. We learn something from you and you learn something from us

And remember, Britney and gays rule this ******* world. PERIOD!!!

This made my heart beat a little bit more and I got teary-eyed. Even if it wasn't written for me it affected me to! I need good things to happen to me to now. It's easy to feel paralyzed of fear. To mend it with love and good things for yourself is hard when you don't feel so strong. But nice words like this makes me belive in that good things actually can happen. We need it NOW!!!! More love to us!!!

[jordeezy]

U r so sweet!  Thanks for being YOU. You are so brave. I will pray for you too boo. Don't give up. We are witnessing a time in the world where we are dealing with spiritual warfare and it's not easy. 

[petermaxforreal]

Sending lots of love to you 

[gapeach704]

Sending love your way 

[JayTawndre Suxx]

3 hours ago, Henry M. Torres said:

Never give up sis

You have an amazing community of people that support you here, you know that you can talk to us whenever you want about the darkest **** you want

Stay strong. I know how horrible and scary life can feel sometimes. I'm sure you'll fight your demons because you are already doing amazing with that. Things get better. Instead of overthinking about your life, you can overthink about how to change it and find the best ways. And trust me, impossible and crazy things are possible. Never stop dreaming. It can take a while for you to figure things out and it's honestly a lifetime journey but you can still improve the quality of your life. Small changes are changes as well and they become bigger everyday when you keep going.

Good luck on your journey, it looks like our journeys crossed and meet each other for a reason. We learn something from you and you learn something from us

And remember, Britney and gays rule this ******* world. PERIOD!!!

On my way to orientation for the new job I'm on two hours of sleep and this made me cry... I will respond more later. Love you sis 

[JayTawndre Suxx]

3 hours ago, DJBringItBack said:

I’m so sorry for what you’ve been going through, you really never know what people’s lives are like and what they are experiencing. You always try to pick up people here and you are an absolute sweetheart and so positive, you’re so talented with your music and seem like such a genuine kind soul. I really hope you are good and come out the other side of your difficult times, life tests us sometimes but we have to keep pushing as Britney said in For The Record there’s the cruel part and good part but they’re both worth it because you wouldn’t have the other without the other. Stay strong Jay and thank you for being so kind and spreading nothing but love  

Love you sis thanks so much for your support will respond more later xoxoxo

[JayTawndre Suxx]

1 hour ago, rnbjunkie said:

Sending lots of love to you