Britney shares an inspirational message, reveals she's "never been more humiliated and embarrassed in my life during the years in my conservatorship"

[Watch Me Work It]

my god I love this woman. she's so wise and real and I love reading this kind of posts. so sad for the people in the comments saying it's too long and they don't want to read, because her thoughts are very interesting.  

and yes she's probably referring to the Marie Claire photoshoot, although she has lots of great pictures from the past decade (Mario testino comes to my mind) 

[otisotis]

for people who are confused i think she was trying to express that it’s sad that she thinks she needs a **** job because of societal pressure and the conservatorship. A lot of people and celebrities are robbed of their energy that makes them special/supersedes physical appearance because of society etc. her energy was robbed by her father, the conservatorship, the abuse, societal pressure, etc. She is saying she was going to get a **** job lol but she’s since recognized she probably doesn’t need one and that the thought process behind it is unfortunate. That’s how i understood it anyway.  

[Kaitlyn Johnson]

Her body issues are so heartbreaking. I hope she finds peace with it. 
 

I laughed when she made the comment about men getting nose jobs being too much…girl, your fiancé gets lip fillers😂

[otisotis]

9 minutes ago, Watch Me Work It said:

my god I love this woman. she's so wise and real and I love reading this kind of posts. so sad for the people in the comments saying it's too long and they don't want to read, because her thoughts are very interesting.  

and yes she's probably referring to the Marie Claire photoshoot, although she has lots of great pictures from the past decade (Mario testino comes to my mind) 

the people in the comments saying that it’s too long to read…… you know what let me not speak

[DonMegaX]

I say it wasn't long enough.

[PokemonSpears]

Transcript:

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It's crazy living in Los Angeles ... I was thinking about getting a **** job ... my ***** are fairly small ... I mean with the right bra it's but I was curious what a doctor would say !!! I lost 7 pounds in the last 6 months and that's a lot for me !!! I'm officially part of the "itty bitty titty committee" ... they shrunk !!! I don't know where my ***** went ... well I show up at the office and I'm going the back way walking up 8 flights of stairs !!! I'm like WTF IS THIS ??? They want you to die before you make it there !!! **** THIS !!! Nobody was there to let us in ... uhhh how long do we wait here ??? 10 minutes go by ... 15 minutes .... **** that !!! I've never been back ... then I get home and go online to see the biggest starts getting facials with their facialist saying, "people don't believe but no filter !!! This is real !!! This celebrity has done movies and all and is shot so beautifully ... what the hell is she trying to prove ??? I know she's beautiful !!! I've seen her in person so it was weird seeing someone like her trying to convince people she's natural beautiful ... then I said to myself I do the same but I'm not nearly as beautiful as she is yet I kind of do the same thing !!! I haven't been shot well though, I've never been more humiliated and embarrassed in my life during the years in my conservatorship ... Yes I do care and anyone would if you saw yourself the way I have ... my dad always told me I was fat and being the heavy girl on stage wasn't fun ... It was humiliating !!! I had one good cover in 13 years of my conservatorship ... the rest were all extremely bad !!! They could have at least cheated and used technology ... but they used it to make it worse !!! Such a ******* waste of time ... I believe all girls care and if you have ever had a guy say there's no looking at your face ... not @SamAsghari of course ... you would understand how it really hurts !!! So I will admit I do play into how I look ... I care but it disgusted me when I went to that doctor's office because guys were there getting nose jobs !!! I'm like WTF ... really it's too much !!! I am absolutely a victim to all of the societal objectifications and exploitations that women are subjected to ... I have bought into myself at times !!! SORRY IT'S A LOT !!! I personally believe people can be happy whether they are skinny, old, fat, whatever ... if you are happy and have good energy, you are 100% attractive !!! Happy people draw light and it's contagious and attractive !!! God knows the secret to my success was never how beautiful I was !!! I believe I was a tease ... just a very cool energy !!! When my family sent me to that place the main thing that hurt me was the medicine they put me on !!! You can go brain dead if you take too much, that's how strong it is !!! It made me stupid and sad and I gained so much weight ... I felt ugly, angry and mean therefore I was just that !!! The manipulation behind my family's scheme in subjecting me as if I had done something wrong to literally throwing me away and taking all of my joy away is cruel !!! The other day I started cooking something ... I DIDN'T THINK AT ALL !!! I ate it in literally 2 seconds ... NOT ATTRACTIVE but I don't give a **** !!! I felt 2 years old with the kind of satisfaction that can only come to the wisest of the wise and I realized the damage of my thinking ... my 2 sons are geniuses !!! Jayden can play jazz and literally anything on the piano !!! His gift scares me ... we watched Green Book and he sat down and immediately started playing the blues ... it's scary how good he is but he said the other day.  "Mamma it's the thoughts I think too much" ... I was like, "NOOOOOOO !!! Don't be me ever please God, no" !!!! But in that moment I realized the one thing that really hurt me besides drugging me like a zombie was how desperate I was to survive and get through each day and how much thinking I had to do ... but my thoughts were all exposed 10 hours a day !!! I didn't have time for private thoughts ... after 4 months of that I forgot who I was because I had no internal thoughts anymore yet they said they did that for me to have personal time ... before going there if you knew me you knew that I was EXTREMELY private and literally didn't talk to anyone ... I still think I'm finding myself 3 years later and that's okay !!! I just wanted to share this !!! Do your own research on these procedures and as hard as it may be ... learn to ******* love yourself !!!

 

[PokemonSpears]

39 minutes ago, Pinky98 said:

She looks genuinely pissed off on the BJ cover let’s be honest 

yet she said it was her favorite album cover in 2013 

[dfffff]

25 minutes ago, Speed X said:

13 years and she always comeback to that 4 month facility stay.

It really broke her. 

I think that's when she realised that her parents, her siblings wanted to kill her. I don't know, I can only guess, but it seems to me that Britney during those 10 years of conservatorship still had some hope that they loved her in some way. And these 4 months have shown her that she means nothing to them, that she is just a problem to get rid of.

[MonaLisa613]

33 minutes ago, Watch Me Work It said:

my god I love this woman. she's so wise and real and I love reading this kind of posts. so sad for the people in the comments saying it's too long and they don't want to read, because her thoughts are very interesting.  

and yes she's probably referring to the Marie Claire photoshoot, although she has lots of great pictures from the past decade (Mario testino comes to my mind) 

Omg, I can’t with those comments, if they think her posts are too long, I’d hate to see their reaction to an actual book. It’s sad how so much of society is becoming dumber than a box of rocks.

[ElectricPlatypusLove]

She is a captivating writer.

[GirlOnTheMoon]

Whenever I read her captions, it's a confirmation for me that I definitely chose the right person to follow. She's so introspective, so deep in her thoughts and SO REAL. No wonder Hollywood wanted to shut her up. She is such an amazing human...I would love to talk about life with her for hours tbh.

[ElectricPlatypusLove]

2 minutes ago, GirlOnTheMoon said:

Whenever I read her captions, it's a confirmation for me that I definitely chose the right person to follow. She's so introspective, so deep in her thoughts and SO REAL. No wonder Hollywood wanted to shut her up. She is such an amazing human...I would love to talk about life with her for hours tbh.

Exactly how I feel. She gets me all excited to respond and form a dialogue. It's like she and I still "click" after all these years, but she doesn't even know me!

 

It also doesn't hurt that she's obsessed with Hawaii and I live here lol

[ROL]

This is so sad. Britney, if by any chance you are on breathe heavy… I love you and I’m so sorry for all the pain and trauma those… people caused you. I feel so sad the more I find out but it’s important you let everything out whichever way helps you heal! You inspire so many actual people everyday and you forever will. Me and the world are always here for you. You embody what it means to be a Legend in every way, shape and form of the word. THE WORLD LOVES YOU AND FOREVER WILL!♥️

[PokemonSpears]

56 minutes ago, b42ad said:

I can’t recall the magazine but it would be the one from the Glory era with the orange background and black dress / net leotard. She has posted it on insta and has it framed in her home 

 

Edit: Marie Claire 2016

 

the actual cover was this though

unless there was another issue

 

to be fair, most magazines always make the artists, not just Britney, look like caricatures of themselves. 

Here are some more covers:

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[JP9101]

Britney you are so delusional gurl  you were and are one of the most beautiful girls in the industry 

[devilsadvocate]

What’s weird about this is she doesn’t realize that for 17-24 she was the ideal beauty standard and lots of people tried to look like her … so the insecurity she feels from pretty people … was actually something she was a part of .. and is still pretty much a part of … 

this kind of rubs the way Khloe or whichever kardashians talk about having to live up to unrealistic beauty expectations and that’s it hard … like you’re the template 

 

also Britney is stuck in the 90s and is part of mysogonistic  family so I really think she meant she could believe guys can be as vein and insecure about their looks as woman wanting to get a nose job …. 

[overprotected_leo]

It feels like it is all mixed with the pages 

[BritneyLVR]

I can’t wait for her book 

[Isla]

oh poor Britney  I'm so glad she was able to open up about this with us, I appreciate her honesty so much. She is such a brave woman. 

[jordeezy river red]

Britney read that thread y'all made about her beauty being important in her career.