Britney: "I have issues… I’m not perfect so I have to remind myself daily to look up and know I’m not alone. From every angle I was being hurt for no reason"

[justhanging]

"I have issues… I’m not perfect so I have to remind myself daily to look up and know I’m not alone. I had an experience three years ago where I stopped believing In God! From every angle I was being hurt for no reason and my family was hurting me… I went into a state of shock and the way I coped was being fake … it was too much to really face. It then came full circle and my heart took over and I was a lion. I chose the fake denial “everything’s totally fine” approach because I didn’t want to cause conflict. I was nice; fake and I was absolutely screaming inside… I wanted to be nice but what they did to my heart was unforgivable!” - Dec 28, 2021 via IG

Edited February 21 by justhanging

[warioaddams]

I have so much emphaty for Britney. What she went through, not everybody can survive it. ❤️

[super.nova]

ily brinny and I understand your pain

[Matou]

[RBFLOVESBRITNEY]

Is this a quote from her first testimony? 

[justhanging]

7 minutes ago, RBFLOVESBRITNEY said:

Is this a quote from her first testimony? 

No from Dec 28, 2021 Instagram caption

[Sia]

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

[Fita]

I wonder if this nice and sweet personality people - specially famous ones - say about Britney was the fake nice version she's talking about? Like I suppose Britney is sweet in her nature but I wonder if often that sweetness celebrities talk about was the fake nice sweet version Britney embodied to cope with everything?

[trip to my touch]

awwww

[nakedsoldier]

7 minutes ago, Sia said:

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

I get what you mean, but at the same time people heal in their own time. What might be easily processed for one person, might take years for someone else. The only thing that I hope is that Britney actually gets the help she needs and WANTS to get better. By the look of her instagram it doesn't look like she is taking it seriously and there seem to be no change in the past 3 years. But then again it might be what she wants to share. I'm hoping for the best outcome for her.

[femmef4toole]

9 minutes ago, Sia said:

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

So because she has the platform & resources, she must surely recover? Honestly, FU. Many people with less than DO recover but it doesn’t mean everyone (including those with privileges like Britney WILL). How dare you, honestly. You sound like one of those fans that expected a number 1 album, tour and some sort of tell all Oprah interview etc once freed. I’d sooner be her than be you. At least she has retained her empathy and kindness. 

[warioaddams]

14 minutes ago, Sia said:

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

Yet Paris Hilton nor Lindsay Lohan went through what Britney did. Britney literally lost everything. I can imagine being difficult to build back up.

[Hamelia]

It took Paris Hilton 20 years to publish her book. She had years of therapy after she got out of that cruel "therapy" school that lied to her parents about the program. The school is now - finally - closed. In her book, she writes that she and her husband finally found someone to truly help her.

[UnusualCammie93]

18 minutes ago, Sia said:

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

Do you know how to process trauma?
Especially to that level?
She might have "blessings and resources" she can use. But being betrayed and abused to that level, by even medical professionals who were meant to be looking after her wellbeing. I wouldn't blame her for not reaching out for help, she's never been able to trust anyone.

Not for a long time.

[itsxrichiexbish]

22 minutes ago, Sia said:

Same thing, different day.

She's gone from being a symbol of bravery to being a symbol of "who not to be."

It's crazy to think how many victims of trauma there are out there who don't have have the blessings and resources she has at their disposal, yet they somehow come out being true pioneers for change. Hell, even Paris Hilton has proven people wrong.

yes exactly, this can be said about everyone here. but trauma doesn’t have some straight line, it doesn’t look pretty. look inside and focus on yourself, you’re ugly from the inside 

[Hamelia]

4 hours ago, Fita said:

I wonder if this nice and sweet personality people - specially famous ones - say about Britney was the fake nice version she's talking about? Like I suppose Britney is sweet in her nature but I wonder if often that sweetness celebrities talk about was the fake nice sweet version Britney embodied to cope with everything?

No fake personality. She talks about the time when she was in the conservatorship and then in that 4-month program (2019) where she was isolated until they let her join other patients. She said she was fine and just taking time out because her father was ill. In reality, she was contacting her lawyer Ingham, her mother, her sister and a friend in the hope they would help her get out and not ply her with lithium. 

Edited February 21 by Hamelia

[femmef4toole]

2 minutes ago, UnusualCammie93 said:

Do you know how to process trauma?
Especially to that level?
She might have "blessings and resources" she can use. But being betrayed and abused to that level, by even medical professionals who were meant to be looking after her wellbeing. I wouldn't blame her for not reaching out for help, she's never been able to trust anyone.

Not for a long time.

THIS.

People on here go on about trauma like they know it. And they probably do. I do. But this is another level of trauma - she wasn’t just betrayed she was destroyed. We’re lucky to have what’s left of her and I am certain she will comeback to herself in her own time - even if not, so long as she can find some semblance of peace on the daily, that’s all we can ask for, us, fans, who don’t know a thing about her!

[Sia]

20 minutes ago, femmef4toole said:

So because she has the platform & resources, she must surely recover? Honestly, FU. Many people with less than DO recover but it doesn’t mean everyone (including those with privileges like Britney WILL). How dare you, honestly. You sound like one of those fans that expected a number 1 album, tour and some sort of tell all Oprah interview etc once freed. I’d sooner be her than be you. At least she has retained her empathy and kindness. 

Empathy and kindness? So talking crap about your peers for literally no reason and using every opportunity to talk about the family she so much wants nothing to do with is her retaining empathy and kindness.

My gosh, your delusion writes itself.

[femmef4toole]

3 minutes ago, Sia said:

Empathy and kindness? So talking crap about your peers for literally no reason and using every opportunity to talk about the family she so much wants nothing to do with is her retaining empathy and kindness.

My gosh, your delusion writes itself.

Whatever she’s said about her family & friends is part of her process, they’re the reason she is so isolated after all. There is no delusion on my part. Because unlike you I don’t expect anything from the woman, I just want her to be safe. She can trash talk me & my mother if she wants. You have had too much internet and more over entitlement and should log off. We have no use for you.

Edited February 21 by femmef4toole

[Switchy]

18 minutes ago, Hamelia said:

It took Paris Hilton 20 years to publish her book. She had years of therapy after she got out of that cruel "therapy" school that lied to her parents about the program. The school is now - finally - closed. In her book, she writes that she and her husband finally found someone to truly help her.

Exactly! She will be working though her trauma for years, possibly the rest of her life. 

With court battles still looming and people still purposefully trying to trigger her, it would make sense for her healing to slower and have more road blocks. People need to give this woman space and grace.