Britney: Father forgive me but I’m not ready…

[Cqleb]

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Father forgive me but I’m not ready !!! I’ve been through too much this year and I need to learn how to breathe again and learn to be in the present moment with out being afraid with so much anxiety. Staying busy in certain moments has saved my life and I think it’s the thrill of letting go and the feeling I’ve longed for so to establish a plan whether it’s horse back riding or anything. I long to have reason and meaning in my life. Forgive me for the times I feel stuck and want to just cry … forgive me for not being perfect … forgive me if I’ve lost my temper because I’ve felt threatened by the people I loved … I’m only human. Guide and direct me towards a beautiful understanding in how to love myself and talk to myself the way I use to. Thank you for my baby Snow … she is God to me and I’m so thankful to her !!!!

 

 

[Jordan Miller]

Love this post!

Side note: sorry embeds aren't working again. I'm looking into it.

[No Seas Cortes]

13 minutes ago, Cqleb said:

Staying busy in certain moments has saved my life

You can always stay busy by making new music, Knee, just saying

[Switchy]

Love her honesty and vulnerability! 

 

[warioaddams]

Love this post! Can it also be a message to Jamie and saying she's not ready to forgive him? . She knows things haven't been great this year for her. The divorce, the family drama, her sons went away. Hope for a better 2024

[Dark Willow]

She talking about Legmie or God?

Anyway, after the whole Lynne thing I wouldn’t doubt we'll see her again with daddy way before the next hearing... 

[Agyness]

Her way of writing is normal and understandable when the message is for her father 

Edited December 21, 2023 by Agyness

[Fita]

Love a real Britney.

Edited December 21, 2023 by Fita

[Fita]

10 minutes ago, Dark Willow said:

She talking about Legmie or God?

Anyway, after the whole Lynne thing I wouldn’t doubt we'll see her again with daddy way before the next hearing... 

 

2 minutes ago, Agyness said:

Her way of writing is normal and understandable when the message is for her father 

I don't think she means her earthly father. I think it's a talk with God.

Edited December 21, 2023 by Fita

[Fita]

8 minutes ago, Dark Willow said:

She talking about Legmie or God?

Anyway, after the whole Lynne thing I wouldn’t doubt we'll see her again with daddy way before the next hearing... 

 

1 minute ago, Agyness said:

Her way of writing is normal and understandable when the message is for her father 

I don't think she means her earthly father. I think is a talk with God.

[blackingouthenegativity]

Our wise queen, so much more self aware than some Exhalers give her credit for

 

[jordeezy river red]

Beautiful prayer

[Daniela.tomasseli]

Lovely post... until I read that her new dog was her god smh.. that dog will be forgotten by 2025. What happened to her cat? and She had another small dog that got scared from the knives and ran.

Edited December 21, 2023 by Daniela.tomasseli

[blackingouthenegativity]

18 minutes ago, Daniela.tomasseli said:

Lovely post... until I read that her new dog was her god smh.. that dog will be forgotten by 2025. What happened to her cat? and She had another small dog that got scared from the knives and ran.

Thankfully she has a decades-long track record of replacing old fans with new ones 

Edited December 21, 2023 by blackingouthenegativity

[Gutterguppy]

Such a beautifully articulated and thoughtful post, but I wouldn't have expected anything less from her 
Britney, you are more than ready to take that big leap.  I can't imagine how hard it's been for you, but look how far you've come and it will only continue to go up from here. I don't doubt that you will again find that inner light and confidence ❤️

[Daniela.tomasseli]

8 minutes ago, blackingouthenegativity said:

Thankfully she has a decades-long track record of replacing old fans with new ones 

 

Where were the new fans when Manjobi was released? 

 

[Yasux34]

1 hour ago, Agyness said:

Her way of writing is normal and understandable when the message is for her father 

Father = God in this post not Jamie.

[spreadmywings]

1 hour ago, Daniela.tomasseli said:

Lovely post... until I read that her new dog was her god smh.. that dog will be forgotten by 2025. What happened to her cat? and She had another small dog that got scared from the knives and ran.

exactly. She said the same about Sawyer, that he was her baby and loved him so much and praised him all the time until he grew up and she replaced him with Snow..the same will eventually happens to the new dog just a matter of time. This have been one of my biggest turned downs about Britney, I'm a stan since the beginning but always wondered wtf just happened to her million dogs.

And just can't help but to notice she kinda was the same with her kids. Praise them as babies but seems unable to understand them as Self beings in a sense they start to being 'one themselves' (and tho' they are behaving like brats, when they were kids like 10/11 Britney seemed harsher with them) Its like she's emotional dependent on men but also seeks codependents on her, like baby kids and baby dogs. like something that 'its hers'. Even the way she was always softer with Jayden is because he seemed more dependable on her as baby and its not cool to one kid (Sean) feel her mom likes the other child more (even jayden says its true and he as the 'golden kid' was the one who ended up selling her more by appearing in interviews with his scam dad. Sean feels like the 'scapegoat kid' and gives more depressing vibes than Jayden who is extroverted and easy going).

Edited December 21, 2023 by spreadmywings

[Nina Dobrev]

57 minutes ago, Daniela.tomasseli said:

Where were the new fans when Manjobi was released? 

 

DELETE IT LMAOOO 

[MadameFreedom]

44 minutes ago, spreadmywings said:

exactly. She said the same about Sawyer, that he was her baby and loved him so much and praised him all the time until he grew up and she replaced him with Snow..the same will eventually happens to the new dog just a matter of time. This have been one of my biggest turned downs about Britney, I'm a stan since the beginning and always wondered wtf just happened to her million dogs.

And just can't help but to notice she kinda was the same with her kids. Praise them as babies but seems unable to understand them as Self beings in a sense they start to being 'one themselves' (and tho' they are behaving like brats, when they were kids like 10/11 Britney seemed harsher with them) Its like she's emotional dependent on men but also seeks codependents on her, like baby kids and baby dogs. like something that 'its hers'. Even the way she was always softer with Jayden is because he seemed more dependable on her as baby and its not cool to one kid (Sean) feel her mom likes the other more (even jayden says its true and he as the 'golden kid' was the one who ended up selling her more by appearing in interviews with his scam dad. Sean feels like the 'scapegoat kid' and gives more depressing vibes than Jayden who is extroverted and easy going).

I have the same feeling in this topic when it comes to her pets and kids.

Even though conservatorship was bad and caused some issues when it comes to Britney’s motherhood I am sure as well that there is more to it than just the boys were brainwashed. Britney is a woman as well and she may not understand that boys grow up differently than girls.

Because even though Britney was not free almost for entire of conservatorship except for the final years she seemed so close to her boys. Just take a look at her old Instagram posts like before 2019.

Plus dealing with a partner who has mental health issues may be difficult for her boys and 2019 messed her up so much that I am sure it was not easy for her boys to be around her, it’s not easy for us fans to deal with what she posts on her Instagram.

Even Sam Asghari left her and filed for divorce just after 1 year of marriage.

And you know some normal things like her sons no longer needing her and wanting to spend so much time together as they grew that is normal for Britney it was a trigger and she may made a big thing out of it. And you know boys have more common interest with their fathers like daughters with her their mothers.