Britney on instagram: I might never fully be able to share

[Fita]

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So weird !!! I had a wild trip to Vegas and got a cold again !!! I really liked jamming with my brother !!! He fed me Alaskan crab and I realized I wasn’t alone at 3:00 in the morning during a night drive where I saw more people on the strip than I’ve ever seen in my life !!! It was pretty cool !!! I met up with an old friend then realized how interesting time is !!! And to what makes it in my head speed up or slow down !!! What feeds your soul or what serves you interest and what makes you really want to participate in this game we call life !!! Or is it a game at all ??? If it is, I’ve had enough balls to serve any running season but most of the time I sat on the bench and never played at all because by observing, it’s a much safer cozy view and usually if I did get the ball, I wanted to reflect in people’s eyes destruction !!! Something so different and wrong and broken so they might understand how completely destroyed I really was !!! So I strike out and go to bed and have a secret 🤫 I might never fully be able to share !!! Because even though all these words and thoughts bring some of us a code to the outside world, there’s nothing better than the beauties of mystified destruction 🤓🤓🤓 !!! Everywhere I go I have a mini travel suitcase with rosemary, tea tree oil, my two new favorite face wands, and candles !!!I think it’s important for all women who have witnessed real madness of life to take time to reset, regroup, and manage yourself in finding ways to heal your body !!! I found the coolest natural healing remedy magazine on the plane and got lost and in love with it !!! Thank you to all the incredible feminine masters of our universe who guide broken wings 🪽!!!

 

UPDATE: She added the words "Psss GOOD LUCK MOM AND DAD !!!"

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So weird !!! I had a wild trip to Vegas and got a cold again !!! I really liked jamming with my brother !!! He fed me Alaskan crab and I realized I wasn’t alone at 3:00 in the morning during a night drive where I saw more people on the strip than I’ve ever seen in my life !!! It was pretty cool !!! I met up with an old friend then realized how interesting time is !!! And to what makes it in my head speed up or slow down !!! What feeds your soul or what serves you interest and what makes you really want to participate in this game we call life !!! Or is it a game at all ??? If it is, I’ve had enough balls to serve any running season but most of the time I sat on the bench and never played at all because by observing, it’s a much safer cozy view and usually if I did get the ball, I wanted to reflect in people’s eyes destruction !!! Something so different and wrong and broken so they might understand how completely destroyed I really was !!! So I strike out and go to bed and have a secret 🤫 I might never fully be able to share !!! Because even though all these words and thoughts bring some of us a code to the outside world, there’s nothing better than the beauties of mystified destruction 🤓🤓🤓 !!! Psss GOOD LUCK MOM AND DAD !!! Everywhere I go I have a mini travel suitcase with rosemary, tea tree oil, my two new favorite face wands, and candles !!!I think it’s important for all women who have witnessed real madness of life to take time to reset, regroup, and manage yourself in finding ways to heal your body !!! I found the coolest natural healing remedy magazine on the plane and got lost and in love with it !!! Thank you to all the incredible feminine masters of our universe who guide broken wings 🪽!!!

Edited June 4 by Fita

[Fita]

So his old friend she mentions is the Live Nation exec? Maybe it really wasn't a business dinner.

 

 

Edited June 4 by Fita

[Jup1ter]

most of the time I sat on the bench and never played at all because by observing, it’s a much safer cozy view and usually if I did get the ball, I wanted to reflect in people’s eyes destruction

this is powerful and relatable to everyone on a extent, every introvert or really anyone felt the devil in their spirits at some point in their lives, friends. I don’t like to read a mean spirit reflection tho, unfortunately i read this one, i like to read the ones that elevates or at least is artful like a balance.

anyways, the body shop tea tree oil is amazing, I used to be obsessed with it, used to bring me comfort.

[Agyness]

28 minutes ago, Fita said:

So his old friend she mentions is the Live Nation exec? Maybe it really wasn't a business dinner.

 

 

Nothing to do with, but I love your photo, it's giving off alternative, punk, glam rock, with a hint of gothic or BDSM i dunno. 

[MadonnaBritneyLove]

This is fantastic words. It makes me feel so much better and relived of worries. She really is capable of good healing. The way she soakes me in a feeling. The words are poetry. Oh I love her so much. This is what I wish she could share some more, her inner intelligence and real emotions. It hurts so bad. But we are with you. And some of us understands what you mean in a deeper level. Destruction. How do you get up from that? I don't know. If you're totally broken. How do you go on? I don't know.

Thank you for this! I feel it in my heart.

"I think it’s important for all women who have witnessed real madness of life to take time to reset, regroup, and manage yourself in finding ways to heal your body!"

[jordeezy river red]

I can relate

[Tom13]

I have never seen anyone write so randomly as she does. It makes me mentally agitated when I read her

[MadonnaBritneyLove]

16 minutes ago, Tom13 said:

I have never seen anyone write so randomly as she does. It makes me mentally agitated when I read her

I love it! It shows intelligence and it's a new way of writing and sharing you're thoughts. It's interesting because it's not boring. She doesn't want to ramble on. She use poetry in both mind and writing. This is so exciting!

[turquoise]

It seems to me that this is her confession and her sincere feelings.
Of course she's still carrying pain and difficulty from her past experiences, and she's talking about that too.
But there seems to be hope in that.
I am on her side, as always, and I hope that her true feelings will reach those who need them🙏🏼

[Dark Willow]

Besides the word salad and nonsense cryptic msgs, I wonder if some of her secrets are related to her childhood...

I never forgot the uncle bathing her story... very creepy. She mentioned him three times in a very weird way.

[HairFlipQueen]

“There’s nothing better than the beauties of mystified destruction”

I don’t know why, but there’s something so incredibly sad and sinister, and yet poignant about this line. 

[dandy]

“shame is a prison, if that’s what you let it become.…”

― A.S. Roberts, Inevitable

[whenthedogscaneout]

6 hours ago, Fita said:

usually if I did get the ball, I wanted to reflect in people’s eyes destruction !!!

Anyone get what she’s trying to say here? I actually liked this post and I find it coherent enough, just a bit confused about this part. 

[kittyonstrike]

Can someone please AI interpret this. It’s an interesting one. 

[Hamelia]

Fita, you picked the key words of the secret Britney is never fully able to share. It involves her parents and is probably from her childhood in that chaotic household with a gossiping mother screaming at her passed out husband. I have wondered a few times whether Britney was the victim of ***ual abuse and that is the secret she can't share. She may have been so young that she has no proof against the adult predator. It's just a theory.

[stronger1992]

She really puts you on a rollercoaster with her words doesn’t she 😂

[The Dream]

That constant worry here because of her instagram etc and then she always comes back with sth like this and she reminds me to not doubt what makes me her fan. And that is her mind first and foremost.

She is the proof of moving.

I cant wait for the moment she might come back to her art, because some of us might never be expressed through art the way she did it for us.

She really formed a generation, she was a guilty pleasure for sure but she did entertain in a way that none came close after her. Wild energy, unapolegetic fun and sensuality!

[whenthedogscaneout]

4 hours ago, Hamelia said:

Fita, you picked the key words of the secret Britney is never fully able to share. It involves her parents and is probably from her childhood in that chaotic household with a gossiping mother screaming at her passed out husband. I have wondered a few times whether Britney was the victim of ***ual abuse and that is the secret she can't share. She may have been so young that she has no proof against the adult predator. It's just a theory.

Courtney Love has talked about it before,  apparently that’s what one of Britney’s cousins told her… or something like that. Idk if it’s really appropriate to discuss something that awful and personal, but it wouldn’t shock me at all. 

Edit… removed the link. It’s probably not something we should discuss. 

Edited June 4 by whenthedogscaneout

[Fita]

8 hours ago, Agyness said:

Nothing to do with, but I love your photo, it's giving off alternative, punk, glam rock, with a hint of gothic or BDSM i dunno. 

Haha, thank you!! It was a moment of my life where I was really more alternative, punk style, etc. Also it's a picture I used weirdly for my sculpture class where I was experimenting performing arts which I've always loved. 

[PrinceAli89]

Wow! This is certainly one of her better captions. It’s very thought provoking and relatable.