I don't understand how any family member whether it's a brother, SISTER, COUSIN, aunts, UNCLES or whoever else....
You don't deny your family when they literally have NOTHING and have had such a difficult life...
It hurts when you feel so ******* alienated by them...
They hear me but they don't care....
And people wonder why I drink or do *****... I'm hurting... I have nobody... even my best friend Jade we fight and we make up always but even she is denying helping me with a place to live so I can get back to working again..
All anyone ever tells me is go to rehab or go to a church program... therapy and those programs can be very traumatic... I've had bad experiences just because I'm openly gay.
Does anyone relate in any way? Any advice?
We all need someone. We all just want to be seen, heard, and accepted.
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