Hey so idk what I can add after so many people but the least I could do is share a bit of my insight
So, the thing I want to address is connecting virginity with loneliness. Try to Erase that thought!!!! I used to think being a virgin meant I’m lonely as well. Now I’m in a relationship and in hindsight I think this concept of “virginity = loneliness” was one of the main reasons I was feeling miserable for a long time, and it definitely held me back from growing as a person. I have come to realize that having a relationship is great, but so is so much else in life! There are many other aspects and people in your life who care about you just as much as a partner would. Also, I believe having s** shouldn’t be a goal! It’s probably hard for you to see that right now but I promise you the world stays EXACTLY the same before and after you have s**. And I believe that when you look back after you’ll lose your virginity, you will see that as well.
What helped me was really getting to know myself and knowing the things I look for in a relationship. I was sure I had it all figured out but after some rough years of frustration about this matter I found out that the thing I always need most - is me. And that could be right for you too!
As for the bi***uality - I have nothing to share. In this ever-lasting journey of getting to know myself I know I want to experiment at some point yet I don’t know how, or when. I tell myself that when it’s right - it’ll just happen. But maybe I’ll think differently in some time.
These we’re my two pennies, hope I made you feel a little more hopeful.