I was a kid who was fascinated by her but I was clueless about her situation back then. Now with everything we learned and many nasty rumors, the lack of communication, the endless fight…ugh! The thing I used to adore feels like a big lie. I’m not sure if I consider myself a Britney Spears fan anymore (but I can say that I’m a fan of Britney herself as much as I know her). I became a fan in the Circus era so it almost feels like there was never a “Britney Spears” in the first place. I rarely want to listen to a Britney song nowadays and when I do, it’s because I’m used to or sometimes I listen to unreleased material etc. I can’t feel right saying “her song” or “her tour” cuz were they really hers? I used to wonder why I don’t see her interacting with other artists or having a “girls squad”, why doesn’t she use social media as active as others but now it all makes sense. Let alone having a girls squad now we’re talking about rumors that I don’t even want to name. Hope none of these are true but the brand has already lost its beauty and meaning to me. The brand and the person feel too seperate. I doubt even Britney likes it if she still has a reason left according to all the things I read here. Everything feels like an illusion and now we’ve got nothing while waiting for a “Ray of Light”, a “Primeney performance” and stuff for years. So many interviews showing zero interest, using the minimum amount of words and looking at the outside of the camera constantly…how can I blame her???? What was I expecting???Now I’m just a person who loves her and admire her talent. I want Britney herself(whoever she has become now) to be happy and confident just for herself…and of course, honesty towards her fanbase. I don’t want to ruin it for you, in fact I’d be very excited if she decided to continue as an artist after getting free. I just wanted to share my feelings and wonder what y’all think.
And insert a “sorry for my bad english” thingy here in case I made mistakes cuz I was overwhelmed by feelings while writing this and I’m not a native so…yeah.