People are dumb as **** when it comes to mental health

[Wendy Williams]

2 minutes ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

 

People are good distraction. Unfortunately, dumb as ****.

 

 

 

 

it depends which people you let close to you.

BTW- What are you treating with antibiotics?

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

4 minutes ago, IJustWantHer2BeHAPPY said:

it depends which people you let close to you.

BTW- What are you treating with antibiotics?

 

I bit my gums while having seizure and because I was asleep for like...almost a day and a half a small part got infected. Well, I woke up on the floor in the pool of my own saliva and blood. I have clear flat but laying in your fluids will give you trouble.

 

Edited February 7, 2023 by Neydelinska Spearsi
typo

[Loosenupthosebuttons]

Yes, they are 

[Wendy Williams]

8 minutes ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

 

I bit my gums while having seizure and because I was asleep for like...almost a day and a half a small part got infected. Well, I woke up on the floor in the pool of my own saliva and blood. I have clear flat but laying in your fluids will give you trouble.

 

Oh my God! And you live alone? You should not be alone in this time.

Edited February 7, 2023 by IJustWantHer2BeHAPPY

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

Just now, Loosenupthosebuttons said:

Yes, they are 

 

Now that's my britard. This makes you my bestie.

 

 

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

2 minutes ago, IJustWantHer2BeHAPPY said:

Oh my God! And you live alone? You should not be alone in this time.

 

Guess what? No one cares xoxox

[Wendy Williams]

2 minutes ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

 

Guess what? No one cares xoxox

It's hard to bring yourself to, but you have to get out of the circle and find the good people. They are still there.

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

Meanwhile @Helicopterney is rating celeb diks in the Brinni sub.

 

Sis...

 

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

1 minute ago, IJustWantHer2BeHAPPY said:

It's hard to bring yourself to, but you have to get out of the circle and find the good people. They are still there.

 

No, find me one normal person or give me one of your sugar daddies  friends to fund my hoardings

[Helicopterney]

7 minutes ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

Meanwhile @Helicopterney is rating celeb diks in the Brinni sub.

 

Sis...

 

One day I'll teach you my powers xo

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

Just now, Helicopterney said:

One day I'll teach you my powers xo

 

That's like having a ******* X ray vision. I hate you. I want it.

 

 

 

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

@Style. and here, we talk **** about peasants.

 

You're welcome fab.

 

[CHAOTIC STYLE.]

14 minutes ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

@Style. and here, we talk **** about peasants.

 

You're welcome fab.

 

Are you FreeBritBrit right? 

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

Just now, Style. said:

Are you FreeBritBrit right? 

 

Exhellers from 2010-ish will get my username. I'm old here.

 

[ItsSway]

As someone who has received a diagnosis of Bipolar 2 Disorder, I completely understand. It’s absolutely EXHAUSTING when people don’t understand how not so easy it is to get out of it. My depression was like a dark cloud and when I saw light or felt light, was when I was out of it. But anything could send me back. A hermit is depressed. And anyone who acts like they don’t understand, can’t sit here and say they understand what Britney is going through because they don’t listen to the people around to begin with. Now that I had someone listen to me, ask the questions that needed to be answered, I’m feeling more balanced in my life. I still get very flustered because I don’t want people to see me depressed because they won’t understand. I don’t seek pity. I seek a listening ear. It’s hard to get those rare souls.

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

12 minutes ago, ItsSway said:

As someone who has received a diagnosis of Bipolar 2 Disorder, I completely understand. It’s absolutely EXHAUSTING when people don’t understand how not so easy it is to get out of it. My depression was like a dark cloud and when I saw light or felt light, was when I was out of it. But anything could send me back. A hermit is depressed. And anyone who acts like they don’t understand, can’t sit here and say they understand what Britney is going through because they don’t listen to the people around to begin with. Now that I had someone listen to me, ask the questions that needed to be answered, I’m feeling more balanced in my life. I still get very flustered because I don’t want people to see me depressed because they won’t understand. I don’t seek pity. I seek a listening ear. It’s hard to get those rare souls.

 

That's one of the reasons why I don't talk about it in real life. It's like talking to a wall of bricks.

Bros who keep claiming depression doesn't exist and suicide is selfish and dumb broo, my closest circle (2-3 people) knows dumb **** like collecting trash (albums, vinyls, plants, being awake for days, sleeping for days, overworking then not working) - it keeps me alive.

They know a single detail can set me off back to being on a suicide watch.  No food talk, no mentions about food, no commenting on my looks, no commenting on why I'm not sleeping or I'm sleeping- people are trying to keep me alive the way I am even though I'm ruined.

But when I see or hear people who are convinced this whole thing does not exist, I go ballistic. It's insulting. It's a disease and a state you have to live with and there are rats who keep ****ting how it doesn't exist.

 

I wouldn't want anyone to go through this. Being closeted depressed. But good Lord, people are dumb as ****. It's better to stay in depression closet and deal with it however than even try talking about it.

 

 

Edited February 8, 2023 by Neydelinska Spearsi
typo

[Wendy Williams]

4 hours ago, Neydelinska Spearsi said:

 

No, find me one normal person or give me one of your sugar daddies  friends to fund my hoardings

[PablitoXS]

Maybe it's not the answer you would expect, but I was "depressed" as the contemporary medicine prefers to refer to the human suffering and got abused by doctors and psychologists who took my money and my health. For 12 years I was takings lots of medicines and they only gave me a bunch of sequels. I decided to study about psichology and psychonalysis by myself through books and internet and got really good results, I'm already cured for my Excoriation Disorder that made me hurt my nails and skin for 20 years, I went to college again and I'm very more social right now. I will never be normal, but with the "treatment" I only got new traumas.

When I was younger my dream was to be a psychiatrist, but now all I want is that profession stop existing. Human suffering does exists, but depression is only a tool to take money from people.

If you want to talk in private, feel free to dm.

[Neydelinska Spearsi]

10 hours ago, PablitoXS said:

Maybe it's not the answer you would expect, but I was "depressed" as the contemporary medicine prefers to refer to the human suffering and got abused by doctors and psychologists who took my money and my health. For 12 years I was takings lots of medicines and they only gave me a bunch of sequels. I decided to study about psichology and psychonalysis by myself through books and internet and got really good results, I'm already cured for my Excoriation Disorder that made me hurt my nails and skin for 20 years, I went to college again and I'm very more social right now. I will never be normal, but with the "treatment" I only got new traumas.

When I was younger my dream was to be a psychiatrist, but now all I want is that profession stop existing. Human suffering does exists, but depression is only a tool to take money from people.

If you want to talk in private, feel free to dm.

 

I'd be dead without anti anxiety meds and sedatives. When panic attacks come I need them more than water and air.

I can relate to ****ed up treatments. Only one psychiatrist kinda understood me but damn, he's busy af. I can't book him and have to deal with it all alone.

 

Congrats on going to college again!!!!   It's ok not to be normal, **** what people say.

 

 

Edited February 8, 2023 by Neydelinska Spearsi