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I'm not Okay. Don't believe in anybody.


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This week has been one of the worst... multiple reasons incluiding health. I haven't writen or produced anything in a while... but today I needed to let it out, thanks to music that can give me a hand and not sink in depression and anxiety.

Life is hard, is anybody watching us? taking care of us? somebody care about us?

 

 

edit: the full CONCEPT album ,SAD BOPS, is now on YouTube... EDIT: THIS IS AN UNFINISHED VERSION OF THE ALBUM... THE OFFICIAL ONE ALLEGEDLY IS OUT NOV 10TH... THERE WILL BE CHANGES ON THE TRACKLIST: 2 SONGS ARE CUT FROM THERE AND 2 NEW SONGS ARE IN.... ALSO, VOY A ENCONTRARME IS A DEMO, THE FINAL VERSION IS 100% DIFFERENT

 

00:00 Not Okay (I Don´t Believe In Anybody Else)

03:15 XSO

05:42 Kisu****ai

08:16 Bi***ual Gay

10:20 Venganza

12:40 Las Voces En Tu Cabeza

15:24 Aves Carroñeras

17:29 Torbellino de KK

19:56 Volví Para Decirles Algo

22:03 Tarot

24:50 En Ti Pensando

27:18 Voy A Encontrarme

30:14 Justice For B (Bonustrack)

 

SAD BOPS is a record 100% made by me and with some very talented producers of beats. Lyrics, Mix and voice 100% by me

It touches subjects as: false positivity, substance excesses, being in love with a friend (not corresponded), revenge, depression, anxienty, ***uality and the very first song dedicated to Britney (maybe the most difficult to do, It's so hard to do pop pop, and it's a bonustrack cuz the rhythm doesn't matches that music with the previous songs) and as the tittle of the album says, are Bops, good beats.

I know I don't have the greatest voice, but singing is one of the things that, once again, saved (or is trying to save) me... Cuz as the main song says, I'm not okay. Life's hard, most of the times not fair. I sing in English, Spanish and Japanese

 

Hope some of you listen to this, I wanted to share cuz maybe, it works for somebody. The album is full on YouTube, and it will be released on Spotify 4th November.

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4 hours ago, Cancer said:

Don't be angry.

Just kidding. i hope you feel better soon.

Also, try to listen to some upbeat music like Britney Spears or Michael Jackson. Don't listen to Madonna while you are depressed, she will worsen your symptoms.

thank you, I'm gonna try to listen to upbeat music... also i'm so intrigued about your statements about Madonna. Thanks for the advice!

3 hours ago, The JayTawndre Show said:

Your music and work as an artist is great. I've told you that before. Lean into music more when you feel this way. Music takes over and you can encompass that into your amazing artisty. Stay strong bro! :sendinglove_kissing_heart_love_blowing:

Thank you so much, Jay, for the words of support... it is apreciated especially when I'm in the deep of the **** ;(

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2 hours ago, Style. said:

Hang in there flatscreen :queenflopga_pink_sass_walking_away_bye:

Cool track!

Ty legend :crying4_britney_crying_stages_tears_sad:

1 hour ago, AmandaLick said:

If you ever want to share your music, talk about life or even just goof around!!! Come to voice chat, we have fun in there and it's a way to escape the real world and just hang out!!! I'd love to get to know you more, and maybe you wouldn't feel so alone sometimes!!! :awww_sarcastic_pout_britney_2006ney_idc_poor:

:crying4_britney_crying_stages_tears_sad:  Thanks for the invitation, I'm not working until next monday (for now) so I'm gonna be joining it sometime

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On 10/20/2022 at 8:18 PM, nwonder said:

Hope you’re doing okay!

You don’t need anybody else but yourself to be happy (if that’s what your referring to by ‘I don’t believe in anybody’ lyric)

💙

thank you for your words ♥  I know but sometimes it is so hard to be by our own... sometimes we need a real hug and comprehension, and that's what I've been lacking.

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edit: the full CONCEPT album ,SAD BOPS, is now on YouTube...

EDIT: THIS IS AN UNFINISHED VERSION OF THE ALBUM... THE OFFICIAL ONE ALLEGEDLY IS OUT NOV 10TH... THERE WILL BE CHANGES ON THE TRACKLIST:

  • 2 SONGS ARE CUT FROM THERE
  • 2 NEW SONGS ARE IN
  • VOY A ENCONTRARME IS A DEMO, THE FINAL VERSION IS 100% DIFFERENT
  • THE SONGS HAVE BEEN REMASTERIZED FOR THE FINAL VERSION OF THE ALBUM.

 

also, I'm feeling better now, thanks to everyone who had nice words towards me :sendinglove_kissing_heart_love_blowing:

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