FullyDattAndDatt3full Posted December 10, 2020 Share Posted December 10, 2020 My dark confession is that for 99% of the people I don't like them very much, i don't think most people are cool or likeable there are my after dark thoughts Link to comment
FullyDattAndDatt3full Posted December 10, 2020 Author Share Posted December 10, 2020 yeah! people are scary i just know that everybody absoutely everybody i meet can ruin my mood at least once. for example forgetting to feed my cat :D it's so terrible when that happens o the charms, lucks and unlucks of being a person in the world of people, including me - i am one of them, this is scary too :D :D but anyway, i am not going to have too much space for most people, as don't everyone i guess either way, my most dangerouos thought is probably that most people suck and it is hard to find good ones (but i do have that 1% Link to comment
Martini Posted December 10, 2020 Share Posted December 10, 2020 i’ve given head to multiple men in a catholic church parking lot near my home Link to comment
ALBAVEASP Posted December 10, 2020 Share Posted December 10, 2020 I hate to admit that I am selfish. Most people and relatives always think that I am the most generous child in our family. Well in fact, I try hard to live with that idea though by the end of the day, I would wished I spend for something that I really like. Instead of proving myself to be the "good son/sibling/nephew". Link to comment
Peanut Posted December 11, 2020 Share Posted December 11, 2020 I believe my feelings don't define me. I admit though that I have violent fantasies at times and feel like hitting/punching/strangling someone or something whenever I'm frustrated or angry. Some holes on the wall in my bedroom explain a lot and it's embarrassing. I also have gay s3xual fantasies where a man submits to me like a woman. I try not to let this get to me and I pray to God to calm my temper or s3xual urges. Link to comment
CaulkDestroyer Posted December 11, 2020 Share Posted December 11, 2020 Older cousins and two of Uncles on my mother's side used to s3xually abuse me from the age of 6 until 13. I never got told what "s3x" was, so I didn't like what they did to me, but I didn't know how to tell my mom. She forced me every year to go back to her home town for Xmas when I would beg her to let me to stay with Grandma that was my Dad's mum. She never let me. After many years of abusing me, they called me f@gg*t and other names. Made me feel like it was my fault and I was a scummy person. When I was old enough as a teen, I refused to go with them to visit that family and my Grandma let me live with her. No one at the time knew she had stage 4 cancer. So I was blessed to spend the last 4 months with her, but I feel alone now. I miss her so much during the holiday season. And I resent my mum for making me go back every year when I BEGGED to not. Link to comment
girl_bye Posted December 11, 2020 Share Posted December 11, 2020 i briefly dated a 25 year old when i was 13. nothing really happened i got bored but when i tell people they freak out lol i also tried alcohol and cigs at like 8 but thats not super unusual where im from otherwise im a boring *** vanilla person Link to comment
Danielle1987 Posted December 12, 2020 Share Posted December 12, 2020 On 12/10/2020 at 7:20 AM, QZeusLiquorQ said: My dark confession is that for 99% of the people I don't like them very much, i don't think most people are cool or likeable there are my after dark thoughts That’s not dark, that’s just reality ! & I wouldn’t mind saying that to anyone. I never thought I would read that with the subject line Link to comment
FullyDattAndDatt3full Posted December 12, 2020 Author Share Posted December 12, 2020 2 hours ago, Danielle1987 said: That’s not dark, that’s just reality ! & I wouldn’t mind saying that to anyone. I never thought I would read that with the subject line that's comforting but when you live in an environment like i have lived, where no sc*mbag wants to get bad rep, it is quite damn dark and exclusive i guess it is a new thing to me that i can say that to people Link to comment
Danielle1987 Posted December 13, 2020 Share Posted December 13, 2020 21 hours ago, QZeusLiquorQ said: that's comforting but when you live in an environment like i have lived, where no sc*mbag wants to get bad rep, it is quite damn dark and exclusive i guess it is a new thing to me that i can say that to people Oh, wow! Embrace all of your quirks - it’s liberating. I hung out with the “goth crowd” in school. We disliked everyone & it was the norm Buut, for real, nothing wrong with being introverted & not caring for other people! It’s a literal personality type (& those are inherent, we can’t control them). Found out your MBTI - I’m an INTP. Which basically means it’s just in my personality to find 99% of people boring and a waste of my time. Gotta embrace yourself! Link to comment
FullyDattAndDatt3full Posted December 14, 2020 Author Share Posted December 14, 2020 5 hours ago, Danielle1987 said: Oh, wow! Embrace all of your quirks - it’s liberating. I hung out with the “goth crowd” in school. We disliked everyone & it was the norm Buut, for real, nothing wrong with being introverted & not caring for other people! It’s a literal personality type (& those are inherent, we can’t control them). Found out your MBTI - I’m an INTP. Which basically means it’s just in my personality to find 99% of people boring and a waste of my time. Gotta embrace yourself! I don't even think i don't care at all i am more like i don't know why many people are so stupid yes, i like to go full out with you now, don't i gotta get that closeted energy out in this world after all, i more like need to let everybody know how i feel about them that would be more fun than to be a liar and a coward NOW YOU SEE THE REAL ME ;) actually i was waiting for my SAVIOR Link to comment
SloppyToppyGoddess Posted December 22, 2020 Share Posted December 22, 2020 I let a teacher at my highschool give me a blöwjob when I was 15 in the boys bathroom and we almost got caught when another boy walked in. Link to comment
Neydelinska Spearsi Posted December 24, 2020 Share Posted December 24, 2020 I've sent my feet pics to my ex prof ...but the twist is- I already passed his exam and I've send them for free. Im dumb af Link to comment
Super Mods princessmimi Posted January 6, 2021 Super Mods Share Posted January 6, 2021 PLEASE DONT JUDGE MINE Idk why but I distinctly remember having oral sx with my longest bff when I was a kid. Idk if its a fake memory or not but I hope I dont come off as a sicko cause even then it confuses me. I never told anyone and wont even bring it up to her cause then I'd seem like some perverted creep Link to comment
SloppyToppyGoddess Posted January 7, 2021 Share Posted January 7, 2021 18 hours ago, princessmimi said: PLEASE DONT JUDGE MINE Idk why but I distinctly remember having oral sx with my longest bff when I was a kid. Idk if its a fake memory or not but I hope I dont come off as a sicko cause even then it confuses me. I never told anyone and wont even bring it up to her cause then I'd seem like some perverted creep Well how old were you two? I think age plays into the creepiness haha Link to comment
Super Mods princessmimi Posted January 7, 2021 Super Mods Share Posted January 7, 2021 4 minutes ago, SloppyToppyGoddess said: Well how old were you two? I think age plays into the creepiness haha I dont remember. I think honestly I must have seen a *** scene without knowing what it was and probably copied it. Idk if it was a fever dream but I feel like it happened. Link to comment
SloppyToppyGoddess Posted January 7, 2021 Share Posted January 7, 2021 14 minutes ago, princessmimi said: I dont remember. I think honestly I must have seen a *** scene without knowing what it was and probably copied it. Idk if it was a fever dream but I feel like it happened. Were you a teen or even younger? Link to comment
Super Mods princessmimi Posted January 7, 2021 Super Mods Share Posted January 7, 2021 1 hour ago, SloppyToppyGoddess said: Were you a teen or even younger? I was younger than a teen but I honestly dont remember. It had to be around the time when we and my bff met but its weird how i remember this yet cant remember how old I was Idk if this happened cause of sxual desires in the subconscious but its probably the most weirdest and random fake or real memory I have of when I was younger. And also of course my friend is around my age, so it wasnt some little child cause THAT would be fked up Link to comment
SloppyToppyGoddess Posted January 7, 2021 Share Posted January 7, 2021 1 minute ago, princessmimi said: I was younger than a teen but I honestly dont remember. It had to be around the time when we and my bff met but its weird how i remember this yet cant remember how old I was Idk if this happened cause of sxual desires in the subconscious but its probably the most weirdest and random fake or real memory I have of when I was younger. And also of course my friend is around my age, so it wasnt some little child cause THAT would be fked up Well idk what age u were but i started experimenting with my sëxuality at around 10/11 with my best friends. So dont feel it's bad. It's normal to do that. Even Anne Frank wrote about her experimentation with a female friend. You're not a creep. It's human nature. Link to comment
Super Mods princessmimi Posted January 7, 2021 Super Mods Share Posted January 7, 2021 1 hour ago, SloppyToppyGoddess said: Well idk what age u were but i started experimenting with my sëxuality at around 10/11 with my best friends. So dont feel it's bad. It's normal to do that. Even Anne Frank wrote about her experimentation with a female friend. You're not a creep. It's human nature. Yeah well I was a kid in the late 90s and early 00s, so most likely it happened during that time especially since I met my friend in 1997 Well thanks for not judging, I never told anyone about this before. And wow really?? Anne Frank did?? Idk that. Is it in her famous Diary book? Link to comment
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