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  1. Everyday I come on here I see a new thread where there are a bunch of fans “worried” about Britney and occasionally there are a few intelligent ones that know this just makes no sense. Why though? Why do so many fans keep insisting something is off? Let me just make one thing very clear now: We don’t know Britney. She’s not our friend. She is her own person and we don’t (and shouldn’t) have any control over her. If you feel something about her is out of your control: good! It shouldn’t be. It makes me sad to see so many people insisting that Britney owes them something, be it music, content or explanations. For 15 years she’s had an extremely public life and finally, she has her own privacy. Why do y’all want that to be taken away? Why are you scared of being left in the dark by someone you DON’T know? Leave her be. Whatever issues she may or may not have are HER issues. That’s not the point I’m trying to make tho - I genuinely wanna know why some people are constantly worried for her. A lot of so called “fans” say she’s troubled, that they don’t recognize her, that they feel sad about her etc., but I really wanna know WHY. Britney has shown us countless times in the past 3 years that she knows how to take care of herself as a free woman. She hasn’t put anyone or herself in danger. She has showcased her resilience multiple times in the past 20 years. Whatever she’s got going on, she can pass right through it. Y’all underestimate her strength and it shows. So what is it that makes everyone worried? Dancing videos??? Seriously? Out of all things you could possibly be worried about, you worry about her dancing at the comfort of her own home because it’s a hobby she’s had all her life and it makes her feel good… (fun fact: dancing has been scientifically proven to help battle depression ❤️). I really don’t get it. Everyone has hobbies and they can share them. I can’t think of any possible explanation for that other than y’all only wanting her to be free in case she chooses to do something to ENTERTAIN you. I won’t be unrealistic and say Britney is the happiest woman in the world currently - she’s not (NOBODY is always happy). She’s been VOCAL that she still struggles with anxiety and depression after the conservatorship. But guess what? MILLIONS of people struggle with that worldwide. They’re not alone. But it doesn’t mean these people can’t be happy and do good, and they don’t get their sanity or their well-being questioned every time they do something that makes them feel good. Britney isn’t perfect, she still struggles, but what matters is that she’s learning to LIVE with her struggles and not letting them control her life. She still does her own thing, she goes on vacations, she still has passion for the things she loves - she’s shown us she can still be happy even if she also has struggles she chooses not to share with us. If you want her to forget her trauma or whatever - be real and accept that it’s not gonna happen. Abuse victims never forget it, as I said before, they just learn not to let their trauma stop them from living. To sum it all up my last message is: If you weren’t worried for Britney while she was severely struggling during the cship with depression and anxiety ALL while not being free just cause she still did music, had a few stylists and kept your butts entertained, then don’t be worried or her now that she’s free, has less struggles than she used to while other people controlled her and can actually take control of her narrative and what she does with her struggles. 🌹
    11 points
  2. TBH I do not think there is a single one of us that genuinely feels connected to 2024 Britney, if you feel connected with someone that is troubled and willingly rejects professional help then you should see a therapist yourself. Just because "she isn't hurting anyone" that doesn't make it right or okay. We can still bop to her legacy though which is perfection.
    10 points
  3. Britney is a survivor of human trafficking. Call it a conservatorship if you want but it is what it is. Very very few people will ever comprehend what enduring that does to a human or the emotional and mental trauma that comes with it. It's not something you just get over. It stays with you. The betrayal, the anger, the disgust, the shame, the isolation, the ptsd. She's shown very little empathy or understanding by the public or even her fans who expect her to just snap out of it and be who she was prior to the abuse. It's actually disgusting seeing so much judgement thrown on this woman who is learning how to cope with what has been done to her. The very people who criticized the treatment she got from the media in the 2000s are now doing the same thing today but worse. You wouldn't crap on a double leg amputee for taking their time learning to live without legs so why is it ok to criticize a human trafficking victim for learning to live with the abuse and trauma they have endured. Peoples attitudes towards mental health are as disgusting as ever. Everyone pretends to deeply care about mental health as long as the person with mental health issues are smiling happy shiny people but if the second they struggle society is ready to burn them at the stake.
    9 points
  4. I am going through a difficult time in my life and I have learned that a lot can make sense when you’re in a certain state of mind, so I have learned to be more respectful and empathize more. I have also learned that we need to mind our business a little bit more and deal with the things that are in front of us much more than we need to judge Britney. I love this site but it’s healthy to take a break from it from time to time and not get too caught up in the conversation or in what’s going on with Britney. I have also learned that we don’t need to have an opinion on everything and everyone, and that not all threads are to be open, or participated in. It is sometimes healthy to ignore some things.
    7 points
  5. I feel like one of the reasons her kids stopped coming around her was because they were sick and tired of seeing her naked all the time
    7 points
  6. I don't think she realize her content never gives the impression her "life is perfect", quite the opposite. It does seem she's forcing fake happiness in every video. Fake smiles, passive aggressive attitude. Nothing remotely genuine. And again she mentions something people were not saying... about the ring light. Where she read the comments or who tell her?
    7 points
  7. I don’t think a lot of you still understand just to what extent she was hurt during the conservatorship. There’s probably a lot of details of the abuse that has not yet to be released bc of plans for future litigation or bc she herself has not wanted to share. Britney for the most part downplays trauma and fakes it till she makes it. When she was fresh out of the facility she was still posting on IG like nothing was going on. I believe she has ommited a lot of things that happened to her in her book. Remember that there is a reason she’s acting out the way she is right now. She’s not well, and it’s not even her fault, they’ve pushed her to become this person. I think she needs love & understanding, not even more piled up judgement, especially from her own “fans.”
    7 points
  8. Wtf do people expect? Obviously at the beginning of the CON she was still the typical Britney we know and love. She wasn’t yet fully enslaved, humiliated and abused by her own family and team (that she clothed, fed and housed for two decades). The magnitude of the horrible situation she was in didn’t really hit her until around 2010 it seems when they made the CON “permanent”. Try having literally every single person in your life including your own children use and abuse you for a decade and a half only to turn around and throw you out like trash after you finally speak up for yourself and put everyone on blast. It’s going to take years for her to come to terms with any of that.
    6 points
  9. i might or might not have had this song playing on repeat the whole morning
    6 points
  10. I personally think Britney has Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD/DID). I don't know how she still thinks people thought she had perfect life since she disabled comments section on Instagram (which now is the only place the public see her). The acclaimed / loved "Britney Spears the performer" reputation by the public is now mostly tarnished by her instagram posts. All people see her now through Ig are twirling/weird movements ; hideous outfits that she modeled ; and fully naked photos that made people uncomfortable. People even more think she needs help rather than thinking she has a perfect life. In this post she said Her favorite part of her trip is being naked in the water ...... I hope she still has dignity and knows to protect herself, not fully naked to strangers around without any protection in public. (Don't even beginning with those Kardashian / Nicki/ Cardi ...etc photos..... they're not fully naked). I still remember her taking her top off with only bare ***** on her horseback riding with male/female guides around. I can understand that Britney is difficult to be around with 24/7.... and her close ones leaving not wanting to be around anymore (Sons, hubby...etc).... You'll never know which personality of hers is coming out. I just hope she gets the help she needs for all the traumas that she endured, not living in her own bubble/imagination thinking that people still think she has perfect life ..... I just wish her all the best and truly finds her happiness.
    6 points
  11. This topic is extremely tired now. I really wish my biggest problem in the world was Britney's Instagram. Why do people invest so much time in someone's life and career? We don't know this woman at all. I understand being a fan, listening to her music, and caring about her as a person, but not to the degree that you're so attached to her it keeps making you upset. Is it really that serious? If Britney's Instagram looked amazing, if she looked stunning, wore expensive clothes, were releasing new hits, would this truly be your victory? Would it bring you money, love, success? No, it's all hers, not yours, so move on. Many of you simply idealize the notion of Britney behaving like other celebrities. But she'd probably become a rich, capitalistic **** like Gaga and Taylor, and you'd still complain
    6 points
  12. the worst part is that, I could understand they're worried (not really, but I could put a lot of effort in giving them a pass), but what is absolutely the most insane and absurd thing in the world is that the basis for their worry is some instagram posts. As if 30 seconds of footage could give us an accurate picture of anything. As if having a "normal instagram" back then was a sign that everything was alright within the conservatorship. Then when she stops posting for a few days, then she's being isolated, she's depressed, she's having an episode, when it turns out she was just on vacation with a hot guy. It's the assumption of millions of things based on literally nothing what really pisses me off.
    5 points
  13. I don’t understand the underlying anger a lot of fans seem to have with her mental health. Yes therapy and medications exist but you have to come to terms with the fact some people are too traumatized for too long, that they will never fully heal or be “normal” or how they used to be. And maybe some of you have realized that but are angry with the fact, but directing it at the victim is odd. I see a lot of people being sympathetic to Amanda bynes right now, but I’m sure the same will happen eventually where she doesn’t “try” hard enough to get better.
    5 points
  14. I understand the way you feel, what I dont understand is why every time someone stops "understanding" or "stanning" or "following" Britney for whatever reason, it needs to become a huge announcement on this forum? Like ok bestie, dont follow her anymore, absolutely up to you. Why do we all need to know though?
    5 points
  15. Britney thinks they are making fun of her light ring... oh Britney, if only you could read the room.
    5 points
  16. I feel like you make this same type of thread every other day. It's fine if you don't want to be fan anymore. Instagram isn't life and Britney should able to post what she wants. Edit: To be fair she was posting the same content in 2022.
    5 points
  17. I’m not sure why everyone’s so pressed. The over reactions over a fun pop song.. I couldn’t care to listen to her old music and was never a fan… but… I’m LIVING for this new style, video and song. It’s on repeat
    4 points
  18. From chapter 29: Lou, who had just started a new company called Tri Star Sports & Entertainment Group, was directly involved in calling the shots right before the conservatorship. At the time, she had few real clients. She basically used my name and hard work to build her company. But again, the question was nagging at me—if I was so sick that I couldn’t make my own decisions, why did they think it was fine for me to be out there smiling and waving and singing and dancing in a million time zones a week? I’ll tell you one good reason. The Circus Tour grossed more than $130 million. Lou Taylor’s company, Tri Star, got 5 percent. And I learned, after the conservatorship, that even when I was on hiatus in 2019 and money wasn’t coming in, my father paid them an extra minimum “flat fee,” so they were paid hundreds of thousands of dollars more.
    4 points
  19. Was I the only one who was actually happy she shared some personal thoughts and told her followers theyre not alone? That was a beautiful messages and you rip her apart? She might have been crying her eyes out in therapy and just wanted a hug from a dad or mom but cant because she was used and abused for 13 ******* years. Or her own children she dedicated her book to. She is a ******* human being and "traumatized out of my mind" as she once said.
    4 points
  20. That was a lot of rambling to say absolutely nothing. Wtf? Literally NOBODY has said anything about her ring light. We spend far more time commenting on the bizarre dancing, spinning for hours, strange captions, dirty hair, and how unhinged she seems to be. This whole post reads like a little kid rambling on and on and it makes absolutely no sense. I truly feel like her life is so sad, empty, and lonely now, and she seems to be battling some form of mental illness. It’s just very frustrating to still see delulu fans talking about how she’s “just enjoying her life”. Clearly she’s not…
    4 points
  21. Anyone who’s seen her Instagram knows she’s not well. It’s hard for some people here to accept that. I hope she accepts and gets help soon so she can be truly happy.
    4 points
  22. 👏👏👏 I agree with you completely. There’s a lot that hasn’t been said/revealed imo and some is waiting for court. She has to lay low if she wants vindication. I hope Britney gets the justice she deserves for the atrocities committed against her. I don’t understand how anyone thought Britney would come out the other side of this “normal”. She’s been forever changed, and it seems the worst incident was that 2019 stay where she believes they tried to off her or get her to off herself :/
    4 points
  23. To be honest, I’ve never felt a connection to Britney. She was 16 year old who became a multimillionaire overnight, spent her 20s performing to sold out arenas and creating pop culture, stripped of her human rights at 27 and then forced to perform for 13 more years by her father… …so relatable. I love her for many reasons, but relatability is not one.
    4 points
  24. On one had, I agree. And it's frustrating seeing her being locked in a vicious circle, especially since she has the money and can afford therapy. But, trauma is a ***** and it's super hard to understand. Tbh, it's the best if you dont feel connection to her. You cant get annoyed, dissapointed, angry. I do miss her. :(
    4 points
  25. The elusive chanteuse took to Instagram to share the first glimpse of her 55th birthday celebrations on Wednesday (March 27) with a snap of herself lounging on a luxury boat, rocking a sparkling blue gown with her wavy blonde locks up in a ponytail. “Anniversary adventures commence,” she captioned the photo, which you can check out here. Last year, Carey shared a fan account’s tweet using a resurfaced interview in which she explains her view on birthdays: “I don’t have birthdays. No, well, I just have anniversaries. I decided to do that. And I’ve noticed that people who decide not to have birthdays, they just don’t have them.” Mariah Carey Celebrates Her 55th ‘Anniversary’ on a Boat WWW.BILLBOARD.COM Mariah Carey took to Instagram to share the first glimpse of her 55th birthday celebration.
    3 points
  26. Britney in my opinion is a shell of the strong person she used to be. She hasn’t said a word to her fans that's clearly from her since October 2022 and I no longer recognize her. Britney Spears celebrates being a 'free woman' for nearly a year with a trip to Mexico WWW.DAILYMAIL.CO.UK Britney Spears celebrated nearly a year of freedom from her conservatorship, which was... Who is this person on Instagram? If she’s happy spinning, spin away! But can a person that only does that all day truly be happy? I don’t want to encourage, enable or be complicit in anything negative that could be going on. Her social media is always 10 slides of her ***** & ***** or spinning. Exhausting and she has so much more to offer as a human being than her body. Imagine being her sons seeing that? Would you want to? I don't find it artistic, liberating, tasteful, in fact it shows just how lost she is. Just like Michael Jackson and Madonna, it's clear she has yes men around her, that don't tell her the truth. It’s sad that this is what she’s resulted to. I mean "truly inspirational" work with her Instagram. Update: stuff like this is not normal FTR Britney is the last time I feel we saw the old Britney. In the "We Need To Talk About Britney" podcast, a friend/employee of Britney's around the Circus era that was fired for getting too close said she no longer recognizes the woman she sees on Instagram. Update: .... if anyone cares to listen to the podcast of the woman that worked with Britney saying she no longer recognizes who the person on Instagram is, here you go:
    3 points
  27. Little Mix member, Leigh-Anne has just released her third solo single, “Stealin’ Love”, from her upcoming debut album. I’m not certain if this is an official single or a buzz song though. It’s a nice mid tempo track with a mixture of r&b and amapiano. I personally like the song. It features some of her best vocals. She sounds vocally very polished. I unfortunately just don’t think it’ll make any massive impact. I don’t really think it’s single-worthy, but I could be wrong
    3 points
  28. 28th March +200 million streams on Spotify Britney's 13th song to do so
    3 points
  29. Bolded the parts of her testimony that I felt were most important. Los Angeles Superior Court Judge Brenda Penny: Ms. Spears, Ms. Spears. I hate to interrupt you, but my court reporter is taking down what you're saying. Spears: OK. Penny: And so you have to speak a little more slowly. Spears: Oh, of course. Yes. OK. I apologize. Great. Penny: So we hear and make a record of everything you're saying. Spears: The people who did this to me should not get away and be able to walk away so easily. Recap: I was on tour in 2018. I was forced to do. My management said if I don't do this tour, I will have to find an attorney and by contract my own management could sue me if I didn't follow through with the tour. He handed me a sheet of paper as I got off the stage in Vegas and said I had to sign it. It was very threatening and scary and with the conservatorship, I couldn't even get my own attorney. So out of fear, I went ahead and I did the tour. When I came off that tour, a new show in Las Vegas was supposed to take place. I started rehearsing early, but it was hard cause I'd been doing Vegas for four years and I needed a break in between. But no, I was told this is the timeline and this is how it's gonna go. I rehearsed four to four days a week, half of the time in the studio and a half of the other time in a Westlake studio. I was basically directing most of the show with my whereabouts, where I preferred to rehearse and actually did most of the choreography, meaning I taught my dancers my new choreography myself. I take everything I do very seriously. There's tons of video with me at rehearsals. I wasn't good. I was great. I led a room of 16 new dancers in rehearsals. It's funny to hear my manager's side of the story. They all said I wasn't participating in rehearsals and I never agreed to take my medication, which my medication is only taken in the mornings, never at rehearsal. They don't even see me. So why are they even claiming that? When I said no to one dance move into rehearsals, it was as if I planted a huge bomb somewhere and I said, no, I don't want to do it this way. After that, my management, my dancers and my assistant of the new people that were supposed to do the new show all went into a room, shut the door and didn't come out for at least 45 minutes. Ma'am, I'm not here to be anyone's slave. I can say no to a dance move. I was told by my — at the time — therapist, Dr. Benson, who died, that my manager called him and then that moment and told him I wasn't cooperating or following the guidelines in rehearsals. And he also said I wasn't taking my medication, which is so dumb because I've had the same lady every morning for the past eight years give me my same medication and I'm nowhere near these stupid people. It made no sense at all. There was a week period where they — they were nice to me and they said, "I don't want to do —" And I told them, "I don't want to do the —" They, wait, no — they were nice to me. They said, if I don't want to do the new Vegas show, I don't have to cause I was getting really nervous. I said, "I can wait." It was like, they told me I could wait. It was like lifting literally 200 pounds off of me when they said I don't have to do the show anymore cause it was — I was really, really hard on myself and it was too much. I couldn't take it anymore. So I remember telling my assistant, "But you know what, I feel weird if I say no. I feel like they're going to come back and be mean to me or punish me or something." Three days later, after I said no to Vegas, my therapist sat me down in a room and said he had a million phone calls about how I was not cooperating in rehearsals and I haven't been taking my medication. All of this was a false. He — he immediately the next day put me on lithium out of nowhere. He took me off my normal meds I'd been on for five years. And lithium is a very, very strong and completely different medication compared to what I was used to. You can go mentally impaired if you take too much, if you stay on it longer than five months. But he put me on that and I felt drunk. I really couldn't even take up for myself. I couldn't even have a conversation with my mom or dad really about anything. I told them I was scared and my doctor had me on — six different nurses with this new medication come to my home, stay with me to monitor me on this new medication, which I never wanted to be on to begin with. There were six different nurse — nurses in my homes and they wouldn't let me get in my car to go anywhere for — for a month. Not only did my family not do a ****** thing, my dad was all for it. Anything that happened to me had to be approved by my dad. And my dad only — he acted like he didn't know that I was told I had to be tested over the Christmas holidays before they sent me away when my kids went home to Louisiana. He was the one who approved all of it. My whole family did nothing. Over the two-week holiday, a lady came into my home for four hours a day, sat me down and did a psych test on me. It took forever, but I was — I was told I had to then — after that I got off — Wait. I was told — I had to then after I got a phone call from my dad saying after I did the psych test with this lady, basically saying I had failed the test or whatever — whatever. "I'm sorry, Britney, you have to listen to your doctors. They are planning to send you to a small home in Beverly Hills to do a small rehab program that we're going to make up for you. You're gonna pay $60,000 a month for this." I cried on the phone for an hour and he loved every minute of it. The control he had over someone as powerful as me as he loved the control to hurt his own daughter, 100,000%. He loved it. I packed my bags and went to that place. I worked seven days a week, no days off — which in California, the only similar thing to this is called s** trafficking, making anyone work — work against their will. Taking all their possessions away — credit card, cash, phone, passport card — and placing them in a home where they — they work with the people who live with them. They offer — they all lived in the house with me, the nurses, the 24/7 security. There — there was one chef that came there and cooked for me daily during the weekdays. They watched me change every day, naked. Morning, noon and night. My body — I had no privacy door for my — for my room. I gave eight gallons of blood a week. If I didn't do any of my meetings and work from 8 to 6 at night — which is 10 hours a day, seven days a week, no days off — I wouldn't be able to see my kids or my boyfriend. I never had a say in my schedule. They always told me I had to do this. And ma'am, I will tell you, sitting in a chair 10 hours a day, seven days a week, it ain't fun. And especially when you can't walk out the front door. And that's why I'm telling you this again two years later, after I've lied and told the whole world I'm OK and I'm happy. It's a lie. I thought I just — maybe I said that enough, maybe I might become happy because I've been in denial. I've been in shock. I am traumatized, you know, fake it till you make it. But now I'm telling you the truth, OK? I'm not happy. I can't sleep. I'm so angry. It's insane and I'm depressed. I cry every day. And the reason I'm telling you this is because I don't think how the state of California can have all this written in the court documents from the time I showed up and do absolutely nothing. Just hire — with my money — another person to keep — and keep my dad on board. Ma'am, my dad and anyone involved in this conservatorship and my management — who played a huge role in punishing me when I said, "No, ma'am" — they should be in jail. Their cruel tactics working for Miley Cyrus. If she smokes on joints and stage at the VMAs, nothing is ever done to this generation for doing wrong things. But my precious body, whose work for my dad for the past ****ing 13 years, trying to be so good and pretty. So perfect when he works me so hard, when I do everything I'm told, and the state of California allowed my ignorant father to take his own daughter, who only has a role with me if I work with him. They set back the whole course and allowed him to do that to me? That's given these people I've worked for way too much control. They also threatened me and said if I don't go, then I have to go to court and it will be more embarrassing me if the judge publicly makes you go, "The evidence we have, you have to go." I was advised for my image. I need to go ahead and just go and get it over with. They said that to me. I don't — I don't even drink alcohol. I — I should drink alcohol, considering what they put my heart through. Also, the Bridges Facility they sent me to none of the kids — I was doing this program for four months. So the last two months I went to a Bridges Facility. None of the kids there did the — did the program. They never showed up for any of them. You didn't have to do anything if you didn't want to. How come they always made me go? How come I was always threatened by my dad and anybody that persisted in this conservatorship? If I don't do this, what they tell me — enslave me to do, they're going to punish me. The last time I spoke to you about just keeping the conservatorship going and also keeping my dad in the loop made me feel like I was dead. Like I didn't matter. Like nothing had been done to to me. Like you thought I was lying or something. I'm telling you again, because I'm not lying. I want to feel heard and I'm telling you this again so maybe you can understand the depth and the degree and the damage that they did to me back then. I want changes and I want changes going forward. I deserve changes. I was told I have to sit down and be evaluated — again — if I want to end the conservatorship. Ma'am, I didn't know I could petition the conservatorship to end it. I'm sorry for my ignorance, but I honestly didn't know that. But honestly, which I don't think I owe anyone to be evaluated. I've done more than enough. I don't feel like I should even be in a room with anyone to offend me by trying to question my capacity of intelligence, whether I need to be in this stupid conservatorship or not. I've done more than enough. I don't owe these people anything. Especially me, the one that is roofed and fed tons of people on tour on the road. It's embarrassing and demoralizing what I've been through. And that's the main reason I've never said it openly. And mainly I didn't want to say it openly because I honestly don't think anyone would believe me. To be honest with you, the Paris Hilton story on what they did to her, at that school, I didn't believe any of it. I'm sorry, I'm an outsider. And I'll just be honest, I didn't believe it. And maybe I'm wrong. And that's why I didn't want to say any of this to anybody, to the public, because people would make fun of me or laugh at me and say, "She's lying. She's got everything. She's Britney Spears." I'm not lying. I just want my life back. And it's been 13 years and it's enough. It's been a long time since I've owned my money and it's my wish and my dream for all of this to end without being tested. Again, it makes no sense whatsoever for the state of California to sit back and literally watch me with their own two eyes, make a living for so many people and pay so many people — trucks and buses on tour on the road with me — and be told I'm not good enough. But I'm great at what I do. And I allow these people to control what I do, ma'am, and it's enough, it makes no sense at all. Now, going forward, I'm not willing to meet or see anyone. I've met with enough people against my will. I'm done. All I want is to own my money, for this to end, and my boyfriend to drive me in his ****ing car. And I would honestly like to sue my family, to be totally honest with you. I also would like to be able to share my story with the world and what they did to me instead of it being a hush hush secret to benefit all of them. I want to be able to be heard on what they did to me by making me keep this in for so long is not good for my heart. I've been so angry and I cry every day. It concerns me I'm told I'm not allowed to expose the people who did this to me. For my sanity, I need you to the judge to approve me to do an interview where I can be heard and what they did to me. And actually, I have the right to use my voice and take up for myself. My attorney says I can't. It's not good. I can't let the public know anything they did to me. And by not saying anything is saying it's OK. I don't know what I said here. It's not OK. I would actually — I don't want to interview. I'd much rather just have an open call to you for the press to hear, which I didn't know today we're doing, so thank you. Instead of having an interview, honestly, I need that to get it off my heart. The anger and all of it. That — that — that's — that's been happening. It's not fair they're telling me lies about me openly. Even my family. They do interviews to anyone they want on news stations, my own family doing interviews and talking about the situation and making me feel so stupid. And I can't say one thing. And my own people say I can't say anything. It's been two years. I want a recorded call to you — actually, we're doing this now, which I didn't know that we were doing this — until the public knows what they did me. I told my — I know my lawyer Sam has been very scared for me to go forward because he's saying if I speak up, I'm being overworked in that facility, that rehab place that the rehab place will see me. He told me I should keep it to myself. I would personally like to — actually, I know I've had grown with a personal relationship with Sam, my lawyer. I've been talking to him like three times a week now. We've kind of built a relationship, but I haven't really had the opportunity by my own self to actually handpick my own lawyer by myself. And I would like to be able to do that. I would like to also — the main reason why I'm here is because I want to end the conservatorship without having to be evaluated. I've done a lot of research, ma'am, and there is a lot of judges who do end conservatorships for people without them having to be evaluated all the time. The only times they don't is if a concerned family member says something's wrong with this person and consider an other — otherwise. And considering my family has lived off of my conservatorship for 13 years, I won't be surprised if one of them has has something to say. Go forward and say, "We don't think this should end. We have to help her." Especially if I get my fair serve and turn in exposing what they did to me. Also I want to speak to you about at the moment my obligations, which I personally don't think at the very moment, I owe anybody anything. I have three meetings a week I have to attend no matter what. I just don't like feeling like I work for the people whom I pay. I don't like being told I have to, no matter what, even if I'm sick, Jodi, the conservator says I have to see my Coach Ken even when I'm sick. I would like to do one meeting a week with a therapist. I've never in — before — even before they sent me to that place, had two therapy sessions. A therapy, one, a therapy session and one therapy session with my — I have a doctor and then a therapy person. What I've been forced to do illegal in my life, I shouldn't be told I have to be available three times a week to these people I don't know. I'm talking to you today because I feel again, yes, even Jodi is starting to kind of take it too far with me. They have me going to therapy twice a week and a psychiatrist. I've never in the past had — they had me going yeah, twice a week and my doctor goal. So that's three times a week. I've never in the past went to see a therapist more than once a week. It takes too much out of me going to this man I don't know. Number one, I'm scared of people. I don't trust people with what I've been through. And the clever set up of being in what's like, one of the most exposed places in Westlake, which today — yesterday paparazzi showed me coming out of the place, literally crying in there. It's embarrassing and it's demoralizing. I deserve privacy when I go. I deserve privacy when I go and have therapy either at my home, like I've done for eight years — they've always come to my home — or when the Dr. Benson, the guy — the man that died — I went to a place similar to what I went to in Westlake, which was very exposed and really bad. OK, so wait, where was I? It was like, it was identical to Dr. Benson who died. The one who illegally — yes, 100% — abused me by the treatment he gave me to. And to be totally honest with you, I was so — Penny: Ms. Spears, excuse me for interrupting you. But my reporter says if you could just slow down a little bit because she's trying to make sure she gets everything that you're saying. Spears: OK, cool. Penny: And so if you just —. Spears: OK. Penny: So that would be great. Spears: I have been through — and the clever set up in Westlake is identical to Dr. Benson who died, the one who illegally — yes, 100% — abused me by the treatment he gave me. And to be totally honest with you, when he passed away, I got on my knees and thanked God. In other words, my team is pushing — pushing it with me again. I have trapped phobias being in small rooms because the trauma locked me up for four months in that place is not OK for them to send me — sorry, I'm going fast — to that small room like that twice a week with another new therapist I pay that I never even approved. I don't like it. I don't want to do that. And I haven't done anything wrong to deserve this treatment. It's not OK to force me to do anything I don't want to do. By law — by law, Jodi and this so-called team should honestly — I should be able to sue them for threatening me and saying if I don't go and do these meetings twice a week, we — we can't let you have your money and go to Maui on your vacations. You have to do what you're told for this program and then you will be able to go. But it was very clever. They picked one of the most exposed places in Westlake knowing I have the hot topic of the conservatorship, that over five paparazzi are going to show up and get me crying coming out of that place. I begged them to make sure that they did this at my home so I would have privacy. I deserve privacy. The whole conservatorship from the beginning — once — the conservatorship — the conservatorship from the beginning, once you see someone, whoever it is in the conservatorship, making money, making them money and myself money and working, that whole, that whole statement right there, the conservatorship should end. There should be no — I shouldn't be in a conservatorship if I can work and provide money and work for myself and pay other people. It makes no sense. The laws need to change. What state allows people to own another person's money and account and threaten them and saying, "You can't spend your money unless you do what we want you to do." And I'm paying them. Ma'am, I've worked since I was 17 years old. You have to understand how thin that is for me. Every morning I get up to know, I can't go on somewhere unless I meet people I don't know every week in an office identical to the one where the therapist was very abusive to me. I truly believe this conservatorship is abusive. And now we can sit here all day and say, "Oh, conservatorships are here to help people." But ma'am, there's a thousand conservatorships that are abusive as well. I don't feel like I can live a full life. I don't — I don't owe them to go see a man I don't know and share him my problems. I don't even believe in therapy. I always think you take it to God. I want to end the conservatorship without being evaluated. In the meantime, I want this therapist once a week. He can either come to my home — no, I just want him to come to my home. I'm not willing to go to Westlake and be embarrassed by all these paparazzi, these scummy paparazzi laughing at my faces while I'm crying, coming out and taking my pictures as all these white, nice dinners where people drinking wine at restaurants, watching me from these places. They set me up by sending me to the most exposed places, places. And I told them I didn't want to go there because I knew paparazzi would show up there. They only gave me two options for therapist, and I'm not sure how you make your decisions, ma'am, but this is the only chance for me to talk to you for a while. I need your your help. So if you can just kind of let me know where your head is, I don't really honestly know what to say, but my requests just are to end the conservatorship without being evaluated. I want to petition, basically, to end the conservatorship, but I want to — I want it to be petitioned. And if I don't want to be evaluated, to be sat in a room with people for hours a day like they did me before, and they made it even worse for me after that happened. So I just — I'm honestly new at this and I'm doing research on all these things. I do know common sense and the method that things can end, it — for people, it has ended without them being evaluated. So I just want you to take that into consider — consideration. I've also done research and wait — also took a year during COVID to get me any self-care methods during COVID. She said there were no services available. She's lying, ma'am. My mom went to the spa twice in Louisiana during COVID. For a year, I didn't have my nails done. No hair styling and no massages, no acupuncture, nothing. For a year. I saw the maids in my home each week with their nails done different each time. She made me feel like my dad does — very similar, her behavior. And my dad, but just a different dynamic. Team wants me to work and stay home instead of having longer vacations. They — they are used to me sort of doing a weekly routine for them and I'm over it. I don't feel like I owe them anything at this point. They need to be reminded they actually work for me. They trick me by sending me to the — OK, I repeated myself there. OK. Also, I was supposed to be able to have a friend that I used to do AA meetings with. I did AA for two years, I have like, you know — I did three meetings a week and met a bunch of women there. And I'm not able to see my friends that live eight minutes away from me, which I find extremely strange. I feel like they're making me feel like I live in a rehab program. This is my home. I'd like for my boyfriend to be able to drive me in his car. And I want to meet with the therapist once a week, not twice a week. And I want him to come to my home because I actually know I do need a little therapy. I was told, hold on — I think that's — oh, and I would like to progressively move forward and I want to have the real deal. I want to be able to get married and have a baby. I was told right now in the conservatorship, I'm not able to get married or have a baby. I have an IUD inside of myself right now, so I don't get pregnant. I wanted to take the IUD out so I could start trying to have another baby. But this so-called team won't let me go to the doctor to take it out because they they don't want me to have children — any more children. So basically this conservatorship is doing me way more harm than good. I — I deserve to have a life. I've worked my whole life. I deserve to have a two- to three-year break and just, you know, do what I want to do. But I do feel like there is a crutch here and I feel like I feel open and I'm OK to talk to you today about it. But I — I wish I could stay with you on the phone forever, because when I get off the phone with you, all of a sudden all I hear — I hear all these no's. No, no, no. And then all of a sudden I get — I feel ganged up on and I feel bullied and I feel left out and alone. And I'm tired of feeling alone. I deserve to have the same rights as anybody does by having a child, a family, any of those things. And more so. And that's all I wanted to say to you. And thank you so much for letting me speak to you today.
    3 points
  30. oh after reading the headline i was about to ask: who? ha ha ha
    3 points
  31. I go back and forth with my thoughts about Britneys situation. I do realise she was under control for too long abused. I do think she deserves her own life without music, dancing and albums doing whatever she wants. She functions after end of cship now like 3 years already. Nothing bad happened to her. Aside from her divorce, that basketball player nonsense, her son giving interview and going away to hawaii and some tmz articles she does live pretty well. She travels. I hope she finds happyness in that. Her instagram posts can be frustrating and disturbing so i am not following her. But then i see it i can not help but thinking is she ok. Like for real. I hope so.
    3 points
  32. Life is a journey and people change over time for better and for worse and also change depending on their journey.. Live and let live. That's why she's retired in a sense, they stole from her, the drugged and burnt her out what don't you get?
    3 points
  33. You know, I could see this happening. Years ago I was suffering from severe depression and I was living in complete emotional darkness. I was always on the defensive and never did I actually admit to anyone that asked me that I was not okay… But I did want and liked people asking me, though I couldn’t bring myself to admit what I was going through to people that asked me, if that makes sense.
    3 points
  34. I've said this before and I'll say it again they don't care about her being nude they care that she isn't the perfect barbie doll they fell in love with. If her ***** were done professionally where she was airbrushed to the end of earth and had perfect lighting they wouldn't be mad.
    3 points
  35. "Poor kids" haha please! Their father is Kevin Federline, the one who let a p orn star baby-sitting them while he was busy on the phone, the one who f cked this p ornstar in their playroom! The one who smoke w**d with their uncle in front of them! The one who got sued few months ago because he didn't pay the boys school! The one WHO NEVER WORK to give them a good future, the one who brings Daphne the psycho in their home! Britney on other hand, worked her a ss off, asked them to wear shoes instead of walking barefoot and they called her out, that's say aloooooooooooot of how they live when they are with Kevin the rat! Also are you thinking poor kids too for all the women in the industry? They show a ss, b oobs, too! Cardi B. and Kim literally live through their b uttholes!!!
    3 points
  36. the chances of someone doing well with an untreated mental illness is slim to none. so bizarre that some people would rather believe the far fetched than reality.
    3 points
  37. Let's not delude ourselves like this... Britney's peak was huge and untouchable but it lasted 5 years, the same amount of years since #FreeBritney started . Britney's last succesful era was in 2011.. her craft stopped evolving and the influence you speak of is based solely in nostalgia for those who grew up during her prime and respect for what she went through. Female musicians are out there killing it working tirelessly and nurturing their craft.
    3 points
  38. Sorry but... how this is trying something? She just isolating herself... again? Making the same dramas, again. Doing the same videos, again. It's ok to be supportive if the supporters wouldn’t feel the need to attack others who disagree and think she needs help. I feel like most fans are scared a new c-ship will happen if they admit something's wrong with her... and that's not the case. The c-ship ended and Britney keeps living the same looping from the c-ship final years. Very odd.
    3 points
  39. The last part got me in the feels…I am no doctor at all and she could just be trolling. But I do think Britney has a personality disorder. That should NEVER warrant a conservatorship by any means. Just my opinion and I’m sending her love ❤️
    3 points
  40. I'm almost 40 and I'm not bitter about current pop music. I remember when “Slave” came out and I thought it was horrible. It grew on me and became one of my favorites pop songs of all time. Pop music is not just repetition. It's also about following what's current in music and creating new sounds and trends. That's what makes pop music exciting. People who say “that’s not music” have never really understood what pop music is about.
    3 points
  41. Britney has morphed her persona and self worth to that of a talentless ****star. It’s all about being skinny and being nude literally spreading her legs in front of assistants takings pictures - so it’s hard to feel any connection to her at all. She was always **** but now it’s just vulgar and odd. The fact that we know she’s better than that and hope she wakes up and realizes it too one day is why most people still stay.
    3 points
  42. It makes me mad that Lou Taylor and Robin Greenhill could potentially go down due to something that isn't Britney related... like wtf?
    3 points
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